Why do you sit so far away....

Why do you sit so far away now,
memories shall relive again,
only if you can look at me,
to show me that you care,
just once.

How many times did i tell you that,

i am sorry for the things i have done,

faking was not my only reality,

was naive ,was ignorant,

ever since you been gonne,

my breath feels contempt,

lost for words,torn apart,

i waver with no direction,

nowhere to sway,

here i come to take you,

back to the water's edge,

where we can cast away those doubts,

that still linger & hold.

Those feelings still exist,

turning me inside out,

tell me why,

why do you sit so far away now,

there are words i never said,

a path that was left untread,

no one lies on that way,

only if you stay,

i maybe able to make you feel,

what goes inside my head.

For all the years that we have spent,

i have forgotten the ways to represent,

the troubles that begun,

don't you feel fragile some days,

the nights are miser,

leaving me with only sky to look upon,

and dream of you.

Can't you look upon the east,

where i stay everyday,

just to get your sense of love,

why do you sit so far away now,

across the rivers,

where we first met,

on the boat travelling to eternity.

Can't you feel that boat is sinking,

even i can read what you're thinking,

tell me why,

you don't look here,

for just once,

lets vanish into the mist of love.

You know i will come,

to carry you to the palace of winds,

a place where we again start believing,

a place that never existed for anyone,

except for us,

where we wriggled our sholders,

and flew,

no borders or boundaries stood by,

only if you look here,

i can say that i regret.

So we flew,

as i think of you,

and you look upon me,

from far away yet so near,

but purely true,

you started strolling,

my tears feel flowing,

as i say next what to say to you,

but you smile at me,

and i have nothing to say,

now you beside me,

i can never say,

why do you sit so far away.............